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So if perseverance should bring the perfect end, would we all preserver? And in a fair world, to work hard would equal good pay! Yes? But I would be correct in saying; hard work does not always bring good pay, so why work hard? It would be a fool's way to follow ones heart over ones head, but should following ones heart bring eternal happiness then I should prefer to be a fool!

You've woken a passion inside me That I thought was dead, You're eyes they are magnetic They're constantly in my head. You've wrapped your fist around my heart So it no longer feels  like lead, And sometimes I wish I wish I could record your voice So I can keep the things you've said. However in the chaos There is one thing I always dread, You've unwrap your fist from around my heart Then you leave, you've gone, you've fled.

I'm so lost in a world of broken dreams, Alone in this fog and soaking at the seams. My glasses are misty and i'm trying not to cry, but its like fighting back tears when someone's poked you in the eye. My companion is the wind, its freedom and its spirit, please blow away this fog and take my troubles with it. I'm like an old tree but my roots are in a pot, I need to be re-homed before my feet begin to rot. I want to feel strong like the rock on which i climb, To age with elegance and become stronger over time, And admittedly its unfinished but to add one thing it is this, Never forget the power thats held within a kiss.

So precious illusion my mind must be great, For to conjure you up kept me working so late, So perfect in substance, I wish you were real, My bodies now aching, it's not a big deal, I want to be naked and lie next to you, I need to feel something so I know what to do, The picture is blissful, the colours so bright, I need to open my eyes so I can see the light.

Black on White, White on Black, The stars in the sky, The freckles on your back.

Your curves they're cream, they're Ivory, A physique which I study with intensity, And if it's possible to be institutionalised by anatomy, Then I'll lock myself up, you can throw away the key.

I am insubordinate in my representation of my courtship with life, I merely speculate, wide eyed and weary, Then, Pilfering in earnest from the loam of our earths milieu, Rooting around with zealous passion, Until I look nothing more than the soil itself, I raise my detachable limb up to my eye And like a thief, steal a moment.

I feel like a fugitive And my crime it is this, I tried to decipher my own emotions And I have ruined my own bliss It is true I am digging, And my trenches they are deep, I could swear there's a bomb coming, I see it even in my sleep, And it is with this knowledge That i let loose and i cry, Yes it is true, Let sleeping dogs lie, But as i extend my knowledge It is this that i pry, Emotions are unreckonable You'll not know you'll just die. And it is you that has brought This most colourful light I may want to understand everything I see in my sight, But emotions are deceptive They are bitter they are sweet,

My hands they groped your body, Whilst my face started to turn red, Would you hold onto a single emotion, Or flee oceans that might lead you to wed? My actions act only to keep you, In selfishness hopping you'll stay, But in conclusion to my madness, I'll surely just pushing you away, I'm sorry for this afternoons commotions, I should have just let it be, But i played games with my own emotions, Wishing you'd see me as just me.

The elastic is getting brittle, And the tide is getting high, I can no longer stay in a relationship where my heart has learned to lie, My spring has turned to summer, And the daffodils have died, I've emerged from the corner that's so long been my hide.

Found, Sadness that blooms, Spores of grief, Eyes that seek, Found, Roads of glass, Traveled well, Nobody gets a pass, Found, Smiles for sale, White teeth, Tell the tale, Found, A place to crash, Don't be in a hurry, Just bring cash, Found, Numb thoughts, Painted on my eyelids, Winding through my dreams, Found, Memories of light, Hidden in dusty corners, Keep them out of sight, Found, New considerations, Hopeful mentations, Thoughtful appreciation.

I lay myself down at your feet, low and humble I bow and greet, I have no worth, no self respect, No thoughts of glory, no promise of success, I am not here to beg your pardon, I am brought before you to bare your burden, There is no secret to why I have come, There is only this and nothing more, Silence is my voice, Actions my tongue, Lowly am I but still I come, When you turn your head and laugh at me, I will still be here on bended knee, When you break my spirit and make me cry, I will still wait for you to ask me why, When you hurt I will take your pain, When you suffer I shall bare the same, When you need I shall provide

The way you play that guitar of yours The fact you laugh at the absence of doors The way your voice becomes so soft The way you make my heart jump a loft Your crazy hair makes me smile Your intelligence drives me wild I love your cute little tendencies To never give in to your insecurities The gentle words that you don on me Makes my soul, giggle with glee You make me feel like a child again You see that I am like no other men Though a hundred miles may separate us You make me want to jump on the bus I love your humongous heart I even love the way you burp and fart So you asked me why I love you so Im really not sure but this

Dear lord, as you know I have sinned No one knows but you and I It’s just us, the grave, the moon and wind The creaking forest’s sigh. ‘Here lies (the monster), birth unknown, (This last week) died a death afar, (Beaten, slaughtered, and overthrown) Caring lover, lives in hearts of ours.’ Wanted. His face was everywhere. The man I wanted to save A rupture in safety that just wasn’t fair It was I who dug his grave. How quiet this tiny world is now How calm the minds of men But I shan’t smile and take my bow I will disappear again. No, he shouldn’t have died at any other hands And yes,

The chocolate melted onto her lips and mixed with taste of red wine. He wasn't like any other guy, sure he was chivalrous and kind but he just knew how to anticipate her every move. He locked onto her big beautiful ocean blue eyes like a laser beam, it startled her. She knew what was going to happen next it was inevitable, after all she knew that attraction wasn't a choice. She nervously played with a piece of her long black silky hair as she smiled at his handsome and seductive face. He seductively put his wine glass to the table, she matched his move and put her half empty wine glass to the edge of the table. It was like a game of chess, an